dear chalkzoneksa..my dearest blog..who always make me feel better whenever i'm with u..acewahhhh.. ayat..bapak x menahan plak..hahaha..tapi betul la..aku rase lega sebab dapat tulis kat sini..nak taw kenape?.. cam yg aku penah cakap before this..sebab kadang2 dengan menulis..bole wat kite rase lega n hilangkan ape2 feel yg x bagos 2..same gak cam tido..pas bangon tido..kite akan lupe prob kite..maybe bukan tok selamenye.. but juz for a short period..i think..it is good tok bg mase kite nak pikir kan..mane la taw..tyme2 kite menulis or tido 2..dapat plak ilham nak settlekan prob..hah..kan da bagos 2..hehehehe...
know what chalkzoneksa...hari2 kite mesti ade kerja kan..x kesahla kerja ape yg kite wat..suke or x..kite mesti kene wat kerja kite..wat sampai settle..baru la bole rehat..klo x..cam pressure je kan ade lagi yg masih belom habiz dibikinin..hahaha..endon habis..demmit!!!!..aku x suke endon sangat sebenanye..pe hal lak tetibe nak terkeluar bahase ni..haha..mmm..wat ape yg kite kurang suke same je cam wat something with terpakse kan..kire cam x ikhlas..that rite..cam x ikhlas..so..bole ke kerja 2 dapat ganjaran baek ea??...i harap dapat.. coz i'm doing becoz of duty..aku x minat nak suruh muruh org ni..better doing that by myself..even that i'm not sincere..tapi..betol ke care aku ea??..aku rase betol selagi xde worse thing yg jadi..
i really wanna know what is the meaning of kerjasame sebenanye..seyez x bape paham..coz ade org cakap kat aku..wat la kerja 2 same2..but..still..it is the same..x de ape2 yg berubah pon..ataupon..makne kerjasame ni adelah...kite wat kerja..bagi org yg mintak kerjasame 2 rase senang..cam kerja 2 da jadi 60%-40% la plak..is that rite??..haa?....cam2 ke??..or aku yg senang kene buli sebab aku x suke bersuare??..mane 1 yg betol??..kadang2..wat kerja sebab terpakse ni akan wat someone 2 rase pressure je..so..betol ke kerjasame bole ringan kan beban a person klo da jadi sampai cam2??..heck no for me..it juz give a burden..n know what..pressure is a silent killer..may be the reason to hate something..seriously!!!!...
dalam hari2 aku..wat i am hoping is..ape yg aku wat..x kesah la secare terpakse or ikhlas..n i thing most of those this aku wat sebab duty..yez..that true..kerjasame??..klo cam2 la kerjasame..it give nothing for me..juz a pressure..who knows??..i always be silent..x cakap ape2 pon..sebab aku taw org x mo wat..so..aku wat la..hope that aku akan dapat ganjaran even aku wat that duty without my soul actually..maybe la x selalu..but kadang aku rase cam2..i hate that feeling..demmit!!!!!!!...heck!!!!..kadang2..aku terpikir..bez klo xde perasaan..so..everything we done..sumenye akan same??..yeke??..
i really hope that i can stand with all of that..duty is most important to do..so..do it..help me chalkzoneksa.. give me support to cheer my life...i know u know me rite chalkzoneksa..aku nukan kuat mane tok kene pressure sebenanye..n aku bukan jenis yg suke bersuare..even aku betol pon..tapi aku x taw aku betol or salah..that is the prob..owh my chalkzoneksa..doakan aku ea...doakan prob ni cepat settle..one more thing.. uknow chalkzoneksa..one thing yg aku wat klo aku rase pressure..aku dengo lagu..cari lagu2 sentimental.. but sometime it is not working..sume lagu x kene..so heck for the kerjasame!!!!...nite chalkzoneksa..i think..da kot..i'm better now..thankz ya..nite..see ya...
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